I worked with an amazing energy worker April 14th and I have been different ever since. I have increased clarity in my own life. I feel more connected with all life; Oneness. I have been able to perceive things that I as previously unaware of and have a much more profound connection with the animals in my life. I have learned to trust my intuition which has helped me become more grounded and less fearful. I have been able to let go of judgements and attachments that were holding me back. Thought I feel this is something I will continue to work with. There is less clutter in my head, much to my relief. I feel I was introduced to this whole new world but yet it isn't new. It is something I have been connected to all along.
As I continue on this journey new experiences are happening that are allowing me to work more intimately with my intuition. I found myself explaining to a colleague that I am an "intuitive barefoot trimmer". I have never used those words like that to explain my field of work. I sat with this phrase for most of this past weekend. Since I have had two more people ask me to work intuitively with the energy to help the hooves heal and help the owners understand what is happening with the hooves on an energetic level. How cool!
As I sit here I am amazed at the depth of the work I do. It isn't just about applying a trim. It is about supporting that horse for true healing. It is about understanding the energy that supports the physical body. I recently read a different perspective on the meaning of healing. Healing is not a passive event, it requires taking action. We are meant to draw on our inner resources to investigate our attitudes, memories, and beliefs. This internal review leads us to evaluate our external circumstances that will help us change our will; our will to see and accept our truths and how we have used our energies and to begin to use energy for the creation of love, self-esteem, and health.
This definition of healing is exactly what I have done. I have reviewed from the inside what my attitudes, memories and beliefs are. I have found the truth in my life and I am stepping forward to use my awakened, connected energy to create, love, peace, and health.
In writing it feels like it is a lot to think about and it is. I have spent so much time analyzing and thinking about everything but now it is time to find my own peace and let it be what may be. Through that I have found that as I let is be my profound truth shines through easily.
I am learning how much my senses beyond our typical five already receive and I am just starting to tap into. It is truly profound how much we all know and how we are all connected on an intimate level. It is a relief to live with such clarity. There is less stress and worry when you let go of attachments to outcomes and judgements. I grew up with my Mom telling me "Don't judge". So easy to say but it was hard to do. Society sets up standards and we set up judgments and attachments around those standards in an effort to conform and uphold those standards. But it wasn't until I went through enough changes and situations that called me to question my very beliefs. I feel all things happen for a reason and we are all here to learn and grow closer to Source. Nothing happens without reason. We are all faced with challenges we must learn from in order to move into a closer relationship with Spirit. It is a continuous evolution of our Spirit.
I have found great joy in watching myself and those around me continue to grow and become more connected with Spirit. We are all evolving and support one another on our individual paths. We all have our own truths. Coming to a place where we can accept our own and others truths without pushing our truth (letting go of attachment) onto someone else allows us to fully connect with each other. There is great strength in supporting each other while still living our truth.
I will continue to grow and learn about myself and support those, especially the horse, around me. I will continue to support each horse on their journey in this life and I will do so by supporting a solid foundation for them from the ground up.
"...learn to view life as a prism
in which you see many colors
When you allow the flow,
in time the light will dispel the darkness."
~Kim McElroy
