Incredibly Thankful

I sit here to write because I knew I wanted to share with you today but I am not sure quite yet where it will lead. Much like my meditation and animal communication sessions this morning; I didn't know where they would lead when I sat down. I know that I want to express my deepest appreciation for Beth. She has been and is the kind of friend that everyone wants in life. One that doesn't judge, sees you for who you really are, supports you no matter what, and is honest with you. Things are changing for me and seems like the changes are coming more quickly. She has been a rock of support for me and helping me when I get a little lost (though I am never really lost). She has brought so much clarity for me with my animals and has also encouraged me to trust my own abilities to communicate with animals. I am forever grateful for her wisdom, insight, and friendship. I am blessed to have her in my life.

Seems like the theme recently is about gratitude. I am incredibly thankful for so many things. I am thankful for this Earth and the life it supports me to have. I am thankful to Jesus for giving us his life. I am thankful to the people that love and support me on my journey. I am thankful for my wonderful husband who stands by my side and has encouraged me to follow my heart from day one. He never once has questioned or doubted my abilities and he is unwavering in his support. I am thankful for the animals that share their messages with me. I am thankful for the abilities I have been blessed with. I am thankful to the spirits I have met that have shown me a new route to explore. I am thankful for the roof over my head and the food on my plate.

I sat in quiet meditation this morning before I began communication with a few different animals. It is such a peaceful place to be in. No thoughts, no worries just being. A dog shared with me her need for a raw food diet~ I am encouraged by the response of the owner that she, just this morning, talked about changing to raw with her animals. Lady, my horse, shared with me her love and support. This is a horse that is irreplaceable. She is a once in a lifetime horse. She went through a depression that scared me. She is losing weight and picking at her food. I am encouraged after spending some quiet, quality time with her that she has perked up again. We have plans to do something special, just her and I. It is very inspiring how the universe works to bring our attention back to something and how it makes room for change and growth. I have never forgotten Lady's importance to me but with life occurring I forgot to be conscious of the importance of her in my life. She is like the North Star in my life. Ever present, guiding me, supporting my journey. There are many new stars in my life that light up my world and excite me but none will ever compare to the brilliance of the North Star. She, like the North Star, is unwavering in her love and support of my journey and she is the light in my life that always keeps me moving forward, learning, and expanding.

Lady

I was in awe this morning.  I talked with a few animals and then cleansed the land I was on and allowed peace and harmony to support all the creatures that are there. I asked the Earth to make this a safe haven and place where animals can come to find compassion and understanding. I was moved by each of my horses, especially Zoe, using their individual  gifts to support the energy and land there. I opened my eyes to see that the horses, dogs, cat, and I had aligned in a circle. It was pure brilliance! There was such love, compassion, understanding, and openness in the moment. I am so thankful for the experience. I am touched by the animals that have chosen to share their life with me.

I started this blog no knowing what I would write today. After all has been said I am still thankful the the ability to communicate with you my journey. I am moved to tears; something that has not always come easily for me. I have doubted myself and my abilities so much through my life that I was unfeeling and resentful at times. Now with the full confidence and support I move forward and share messages with so many. I am incredibly thankful for the growth in my life. I feel I have found my voice and inner strength to share this message. Thank you.

Begin again

After a few weeks off from writing I am ready to get back onto the page. I really needed time to let my body process all the changes that were occurring. I found that my spirit, body, emotions, and mind were all in slightly different places. I needed to get them all back to the same page. This feels like a new experience, like something I have never gone through, in this life or in past lives. I have sought guidance from blessed friends, spirits, and of course the animals.

I had struggled to meditate a few days ago because body and spirit were out of sync but I realized after the fact that a few messages came to me and I just wasn't aware. In those quiet moments between struggling to ground and relax my breath into my whole being I felt my energetic body expand. I could feel a distance away from me the limits of my energy. I felt it bump into other beings too. I felt and saw the aura of the horses, the dogs, and most remarkably the earth. I felt my aura extend down below my feet and connect with hers. I felt her well up and expand her aura so that I could feel it more readily. It is expansive, beautiful, and absolutely awe-inspiring. To think that I am just one being here on Earth that is so much a part of her energy and everyone else. You can't be here on Earth without your energy enmeshing with the energy of the Earth, whether you are aware that it happens or not. What if the trees were really extensions of her so that we may more readily get to know her? What if the grass were like our arm hair that senses the atmosphere around it and detects minute changes in energy and provide feedback? The roots of trees go deep within the Earth, it is almost unimaginable the extent of their unseen depth. They are intimately connected with the Earth. What if skyscrapers, though erected by humans, are just towers from where she can receive more energy, feedback, and connect with us? Like a cell phone tower that moves our unseen calls at lightning speed across time and space to connect us.

Today as I sat, I softened the mental chatter. I don't force, that gives me headaches. I just quietly remind myself to soften and suspend conscious thought for a period of time. Each time a thought creeps back in I just soften and begin again. I wanted to just cleanse and purge during this meditation. I scanned my being for areas of blocks and allowed the energy to just dissipate them as needed. I opened my heart to the messages that were available and just allowed the healing energy to just move through me, around me, and uplift and re-balance me. I could feel the energy get stuck in my solar plexus. I began to yawn and yawn and yawn. I allowed my body to move and undulate as it felt needed to process through the blockage. I let the sunshine wash over me and recharge me. Afterwards I felt refreshed and renewed. 

Work is minimal this week, scheduling can make it a bit wonky in how things end up. I decided to allow myself this time to rejuvenate my being. It is the new start of a quarter and I just couldn't make ends meet to continue with T'ai Chi this quarter. I was nervous to tell my instructor but felt relieved once I had. I know change is good and there is a reason I won't be there for this set of corrections classes.

There have been many shifts for me lately. Lots of good changes under way. I have been receiving many messages and it is time to start listening a bit more closely. In order for me to really fine tune my receiver I am starting to "put myself out there", as Beth would say, and begin communicating with animals so that I can get validation and feedback. This will help me fine tune my skills and support me as I move in the direction of Messenger. I don't  know everything about this journey but that is half the fun. It is exciting to see where it will take me while I am working in each moment.