We all always have a choice. You can do nothing, you can do something, or you can make the choice to do neither.
We all make choices every day. Good, bad, right, wrong, or indifferent. I actually feel there are no 'wrong' choices. All choices lead us somewhere we have never been and allow us to experience or learn something new.
The choice to take on another horse is a big one. Not to mention the financial undertaking but the time commitment. I have four horses currently that love me and look forward to our time together. Do I want a fifth horse? Can I afford one? Is my herd able to accept a newcomer? Do I have time? Could I sell him? Can I train him? Is he what I want? All these questions....
In lieu of making a choice to take him or not I have decided to not make a choice right now. I am under no pressure. I don't have to do anything. So until more information comes to me via Universe or otherwise I am not making a decision. And ya know what.... it feels good! And if it feels good...do it!
My heart is a big one and I love to care for animals, help them find homes or care they need. Thank goodness for Shawn to keep me grounded and aware that we only have so much room for so many animals. I go between my heart and my head when faced with a choice to help an animal. Heart says "go all in and help them no matter the cost" and my head says "how, why, can I, should I, how will it affect-horses, dogs, cat, husband, me...??"
Knowing I have a choice to not make a choice is a relief. It doesn't feel like I am avoiding a decision or unable to make a decision. I am choosing the choice that feels good for me right now until I have more information to make a different decision.
This is only day 6 and everyday I have been aware of a different message through the horses. I am so blessed and amazed at how much they really offer to us to learn and grow from.
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